Not Funny

The laughter died Off her face As she realized It wasn't a joke -Kel Dayheart

Forgot Myself

I loved you so deeply That I forgot To love myself as well -Kel Dayheart

My ears are ringing With disbelief I thought, wrongly It seems, That people were Better than this -Kel Dayheart

I wish someone Would save me So I do not Have to do it myself -Kel Dayheart

I paint the walls with blood Hoping I will finally give enough For you to be satisfied

I hack away at myself At all the parts

The demons in me Enjoy twisting my every thought

Why don't you ever Call me anymore? Have you Forgotten so soon

Pitter, patter as mirror shards Rain down on the porcelain sink

Sewn shut I cannot say A word against you